Wednesday, September 19, 2007

My farewell party~04.08.07

Had my farewell party at Halo Cafe. Two of my friends were singing that day,so since they can't come to me I decided to have at somewhere they could come. Hehe~~ Plus I'll get discount.

Me and Khen!


Shannon!


Evonne and Ken trying to act cute~


Jo!


Cath and Hui Ching~

Kelly!


Chee Mun!


Crystal and her bf~


Alan trying to kill me if i don't bring back leng lui for him~=P


Jian~


Yen Wen!

Kenji! Taking a break from singing and take picture with me! hehe~


Jing Ming~ Thank you for singing my fav song! =)


Who got the biggest mouth contest!! Ken won of coz...hehehe~



















Thanks everyone for coming and the gifts too! I'll miss u guys so much~!!
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Private farewell at ZEN with Cath! I miss u so much babe!! We decided to wear hats together. Cute? hehehe~


Penang!!(24-26.07.07)

i know this trip was ages ago. But i got lazy and busy...hehe...

When u think of Penang, what's the first thing that comes into your mind?

FOOD!! FOOD!! FOOD!! FOOD!! FOOD!!

The first thing me and Jo got off the bus, we ask Chong to bring us somewhere nice to eat! HEHE!!Especially asam laksa. YUM YUM~ Unfortunately the shop was close. So we end up with rojak! Still good.I have wan tan mee,coz don't really fancy rojak.

The rest of the remaining days, need i say more? basically we eat and eat and eat!!
Oh yea... no food pics! Mainly because once the foods were on the table its gone within second. Yea, penang's food are just too good! =P I think i put on some weight too!!

Chong,Sam, me and Jo at pub in Penang~


Chong posing with my handbag! My poor handbag..wuwu..


Me and Sam. I look so pale next to him. Wait a minute. I am pale! Haha~ =P


Transformer was already out for 2 weeks but i still haven't watch. End up watching it in Penang! Haha!! Poor Chong, Sam and Jo. I forced them to watch again with me. I'm so mean, right?

Somehow being in Penang for 3 days, we didn't manage to get our hands on some asam laksa. Oh well... next time then. Hehe!!



Thursday, August 09, 2007

new hair! Make over!

2 days ago i was so piss off.. Really wanted to write a super long angry enrty about the person who's really bitchy & slutty.. However, i just change my mind today. I'm not gonna sinked as low as she. Why should i bother? No matter what happened, i'm still the winner. So i'm not gonna be bother with this kind of ppl...

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Right... I did my hair! Why.. Coz my aunty came over for dinner last week at my house and u know what she say! My hair is boring! My 40+++ years old auntie said my hair is boring!!! ARGHHH!! I can't believe it!!
Ok.. fine.. i seldom change my hair style, mainly coz my hair style suits me.. Not that i'm boring or anything!!!

So went to my auntie's saloon (now u know why she said my hair is boring,she's a hair stylist). She suggested me to highlight my hair bright RED!! Told her big NO! Jo's highlighting her hair RED, if i do as well we'll look like twins!!! Then u know what colour she suggest next? PINK! PINK!!! BRIGHT PINK!! yea, she's my auntie not some punk girls... Lucky my mum came to the rescue! And finally we settle with light brown..

I look like a lion! with huge mane!! =P That's my mum in the background, her hair is BLOND! I know I know...everyone said my mum is cooler than i am...


After highlighting, my mum decided my hair is too thick and ask my auntie to cut it. I gave up by then. Having a mum and auntie who are professional hairstylist, they can debate and decide what they wanna do with MY HAIR. I'm like a barbie doll! And my auntie change my hair parting as well.. Apparently my hair is flat, no volume.. But i like my hair flat and neat...:( oh well...not going to argue with her...

Somehow after all those debates, i quite like the end result! Not bad right? Hehe~~


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My mum got me a makeup session by Sheisedo and the makeup artist is japanese. Was rather funny how this whole makeup session came about.. Jo had her's a few days before mine and we didn't plan it.. Our mums did.. haha! no together though...
I'm too lazy to scan the studio photo so u guys just have to do with home taken pic! =P

Monday, August 06, 2007

new house....

Slept at 3 am yesterday, my mum drag me out of my bed at 9 am..

Blur blur followed her to view our new house... haha...

Here's the pics...

Front view of the house,mum's on the left and stepdad on the right...haha~


The fountain in front..


Stepdad's car...nice leh!


Another fountain at carpark bay...


Hallway..


Living room..


TV/Audio room..


Another fountain opposite the audio room..


Dining hall..


And the kitchen..


Hehe... no pics of up stairs because i got lazy to climb the stairs again... Only wanted to take photos when i finish viewing the house and wanted to leave... My mum was getting a little impatient... haha~~

Friday, July 20, 2007

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

blek!

Harry Potter and the order of the Phoenix movie is terribly boring...And the story line is totally different.. I was so lost watching the movie.. Haih.. So sad.. Can't express how disappointed i am... Hopefully the book coming out this weekend would be better...finger cross! I hope harry don't have to die...The forum is going crazy with all types of story! no more speculation.. i shall refused all of it and wait for the book!! hehe~

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Found this other day~ cute isn't it??
hehe~!


Jewel Exchanging Sensual Stimulation and Intense, Carnal Affection


Get Your Sexy Name

Thursday, July 12, 2007

can a song make u cry??

Watch this... it will..



She's fantastic, isn't she?? I cried... The way she sang like she meant every single words...WOW!!!

Sunday, June 24, 2007

have u ever....

Have u ever dance till u dropped?

I had..plenty of times during my cheerleading years. Yesterday i really dance till i dropped literally. I had not have so much fun for ages. Yesterday was like the first time i club without worries and just have pure fun. Can never do that in KL because i always have to watch out for others and drive after.

Yesterday was different, it was Cath's graduation after party. And i practically only know 2 person. Cath and Ai Lee. Others were their course mates. They really know how to have fun~!! I practically dance the whole time at the club! The only time i not dancing was after my legs go weak and i just dropped on the floor. Luckily someone caught me and put me on a stool. LOL!! and i was back on the podium within 5 mins.

The club was fantastic. All hits songs one after another and u just wanna keeps dancing!! It's been a long time since i last truly enjoyed dancing. Dancing was my passion, and after yesterday, i felt it still is. Somehow i felt somewhat different, physically my legs muscles are aching, mentally i feel alive. Strange right?

Somehow i wish those good old dancing days can come back....

Saturday, June 16, 2007

is this me?

Aquarius : Origin - Representation
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

Boy, is this one confusing. You'd think a sign with the word aqua in it would be a water sign. Nope. Or that its planetary ruler is, say, Neptune. Wrong again. Aquarius is an air sign, yet water plays a significant part in it. It's even symbolized by a young boy pouring water on the earth. Even that part is odd, considering that the later signs are thought to represent the later stages in life, with such virtues as wisdom, peacefulness, and humanity. So why a young boy?

Well, in Greek mythology this young boy was Ganymede, a mortal so handsome he was chosen by the gods to be their cup-bearer, and so ascended to the heavens. He represents the sheer physical beauty of Aquarians-Librans are attractive, but Aquarians are stunning.

As for the water confusion, the most logical explanation is that during this mid-winter time of year, the northern hemisphere actually thaws from its snows. The sign's symbol, which shows two squiggly parallel lines, serves two purposes: its waves indicate the importance of water to the sign, but also wisdom. They were originally drawn as two serpents, one good and one evil; natives of this sign are therefore believed to know the difference well.

Aquarius' planetary ruler is actually a combination of Saturn and Uranus. The two together form a curious duality: Saturn's influence can be seen in an Aquarian's cool level-headedness, while Uranus' pull is in the need to be unique, modern, and unconventional.

hmmm...i'm stunning! haha~, don't think i'm cool level-headed more likely is hot headed!! =P


Aquarius 2007 Horoscope
Aquarius 2007 - Astrology Forecast

This year is favourable for Aquarians as they could reorganise their love life, structure their emotional and professional partnerships on stronger, more authentic grounds. 2006 has shown them what was wrong, but confused them without offering clear solutions. This year you find solutions, mediations and compensations, but only after many analysis processes for which a series of measures must be taken. These measures must be mostly based on arguments rather than on feelings.

Concerning your job, you will be appreciated for all your hard work and commitment. However, your earnings will continue to be stable, there will be no sign of growth whatsoever. Also, changes are to be avoided as you tend to take impulsive decisions that may not be as beneficial as you expect, thus creating some problems at your workplace.

I had to admit 2006 isn't the best year of my love life. This year (hopefully) is much better compare to last year. And as for work, the forecast is right on target! There's no way i'll get a pay raise fr ArchiCentre.

Aquarius: Love and Relationships
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

As mentioned earlier, your greatest obstacle is your fear of rejection-you'd rather write down your feelings than express them face to face. Remember, though, Cyra.no de Bergerac was a tragedy, and unless you can overcome this fear, so too will your love life be sad. Even when you do succeed in finding the right mate, you must verbalize your feelings more often. You feel your love, but you express it in other ways, such as buying gifts. Without those key words, however, your efforts are lost.

The good news is that finding your mate is easier when you know who to look for, and in your case that would be Gemini or Libra. The former loves variety and unpredictability as much as you do, and can understand your conflicting character. The latter will be just as physically attracted to you as you are to him or her, since you're both blessed with great beauty and a love of it, and this will be harmonious as long as the Libran accepts your irregular need to be alone. Secondarily, you also get along well with Leo (there is mutual respect here) and Sagittarius (you'll bond by discussing the finer points of life and the world's problems, long into the night, time after time).

It's best to avoid partnerships with Taurus (who cannot tolerate your unpredictability), Cancer (too homebound and stable for your complex fancies), and Virgo (you cannot tolerate their need for order).


Hmmm...my bf would be happy with first part of this phrase 'The latter will be just as physically attracted to you as you are to him or her, since you're both blessed with great beauty and a love of it, and this will be harmonious as long as the Libran accepts your irregular need to be alone.' but i'm sure he's ok with the second part..hahaha~

Aquarius: Financial Profile - Occupations
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

You are blessed with a logical, scientific mind, and this alone suits you to innumerable careers in the high-tech industries. If every computer company declared that each employee could get their birthday off, they would literally lose half their staff in February. Since these jobs are generally secure and pay well, and since you love this kind of logic-based work, you'll enjoy success on all levels here.

Your other great talent is for social work. A great many activists, teachers, and politicians are Aquarians, and although these positions may not pay as well as the technical jobs, to an idealist like you they are perhaps the most satisfying pursuit you could choose in life. You want to make a difference in the world, not get rich. In fact, no one irks you more than the person who simply chooses a career for the money.

What you're not great at is anything that is vague or negotiable, such as sales or dealmaking. You need the solidity of machines and logic, or the nobility of truth and mankind's welfare, to satisfy you.

As mentioned earlier, many of the world's great writers are Aquarians, because they understood that they could show their true feelings on paper much more easily than in person. This list includes Charles Dickens (also a great social humanitarian), Somerset Maugham, Francis Bacon, Charles Darwin, Lewis Carroll, Sinclair Lewis, James Joyce, Tennessee Ernie Ford, science fiction master Jules Verne, and the poets Robert Burns and Lord Byron.

Am i in the wrong line then??

Aquarius: Positive Qualities
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

You are the world's humanitiarians. You love people passionately, in large numbers. For this reason, you're always involved in areas where you can make a difference for the betterment of humankind. Local politics, especially, is where you feel you can make the most difference, and where you feel the problems are most real.

When you're not acting for social change, you're often discussing it. As an air sign, you are a person of great ideas, an idealist and a bit of a dreamer, and you love to engage people in your vision of an ideal society. As a thinker, you're quite logical, so your arguments are always compelling and believable. Combined with your humanitarian zeal, this makes you a popular choice for political or social leadership.

And once you decide what's right, you stick to it. You hate compromise. Unlike Sagittarians, however, whose pride will not allow them to give in to a more logical argument, you will admit you're wrong if someone else's argument is stronger. But you'll immediately turn it around and adopt it as part of your own agenda.

As a sign of the people, you refuse to be placed on a higher level than your friends, even though you may deserve it. You distrust and dislike hierarchies-you're a true democrat-so inequities of class and race fuel your ardor all the more.

Despite your social passions, you're actually very solitary and independent more than people realize. (Another aspect of the two serpents in your sign, which represent good and evil, is a coexistence of other opposities: sociability and aloofness, selflessness and independence, politeness and rudeness. Some astrologers even believe the sign itself is comprised of complete opposites: those people who are the best in the world, and those who are the worst.) In any case, you've learned several tricks to maintain your independence when you need to: you let the answering machine pick up the phone at home, or you're conveniently absent or late for appointments. Essentially, you make a point to interact with people when you choose to, not vice-versa. This is not a negative trait, if s just you being true to yourself first and foremost.

I'm pretty sure most of above is kinda right. What do u guys think eh??

Aquarius: Trouble Areas
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

The later zodiac signs are considered emotionally unstable, progressively more so in the sequence. You are known for being very touchy, especially when criticized. You have a thin skin- you're extremely sensitive to comments from people, and easily hurt.

You're also known for your fear of rejection. Quite often, you find it easier to explain yourself-or even ask for a date-on paper, where you can pour out your soul freely, and not be present for the potentially negative blow. This trait alone has led many Aquarians to blossom into passionate writers and poets. Much like the often misunderstood Virgo, your true self shines through on paper, revealing a sensitive, passionate soul that surprises those who only know your cool, independent public persona.

All of this emotional sensitivity, though, has its downside. If you can't accept criticism, you can't improve flaws in your character. Similarly, if you can't face rejection, you're not likely to survive and prosper in the real world.

Some of the criticism you've heard is probably oriented toward your curt, sometimes rude social manners. This is not because you mean to be offensive, it's just that you find formalities a bit hypocritical and elitist. You're a person of the people, after all, and you know your own mind, and you speak what's on it. Those little things don't feel right to you, so you ignore them. Of course, the problem is, you (and perhaps Sagittarius) are the only one who does, and this directness is not appreciated by most. No doubt you've experienced a few resulting social episodes by now.

yes...i'm very touchy and also rejection..but who doesn't even a tiny bit?? okok fine.. i'm extremely touchy

Aquarius: Physical Qualities and Activities
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

Aquarians are far and away the most physically attractive sign in the zodiac, especially around the eyes, because the sign rules that area (as well as the lower legs). Just as the boy in the hieroglyph is beautiful because of a few soft feminine features, so too is each Aquarian blessed with androgynous good looks: men will have a feminine feature or two, women a masculine few. Most Aquarians have angular faces, not round, and slight builds. Each step is rather light, and the independent streak shows in how an Aquarian manages to avoid bumping into people.

The list of beautiful female Aquarians, then, is quite long: Jeanne Moreau, Tallulah Bankhead, Mia Farrow, Kim Novak, Vanessa Redgrave, Princess Caroline, Geena Davis, Nastassia Kinski, Katherine Ross, Suzanne Pleshette, Princess Stephanie, Christie Brinkley, Barbara Hershey, Lana Turner, Tina Louise, Jane Seymour, Cybil Shepherd, and Vanna White.

Handsome male Aquarians include Clark Gable, James Dean, Charles Lindbergh, Placido Domingo, Rutger Hauer, Humphrey Bogart, Neil Diamond, Paul Newman, Wayne Gretsky, Mikhail Baryshnikov, Tom Selleck, John Forsythe, Tom Brokaw, Nick Nolte, Robert Wagner, Burt Reynolds, Matt Dillon, and John Travolta.

As an Aquarian, you're not much into sports, although you do enjoy being part of a team. This manifests itself in an interest in being on social committees or in charity groups. You're also interested in scientific pursuits, so you're happy to spend your time building a ham radio, or going to an aeronautics museum, or reading science fiction.

I'm suppose to be hot then eh? how come i don't think i am??

Aquarius: Preferences
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

You're the sign that likes the odd colors, such as orange or metallic blue or anything provocative or a little unusual. You have the avant-garde instinct—it's the influence of Uranus—so you don't mind if your clothes are considered weird, though most of the time you assert your style and independence subtly, with just an accent here or there to throw people off, or an ordinary suit of an odd color.

Your home is likely to feature modern designs— those metallic glass tables, perhaps, or lots of black-faced compact technology. You prefer the overall space to feel more horizontal than vertical (this fits your hatred of social hierarchies).

As an air sign, like Gemini and Libra, you're not much interested in food. You could easily spend an entire meal talking, then find that you haven't eaten a bite when everyone else is done. But as with your choice of colors, you'll go for the unusual morsel, that strange orangeish vegetable or gourd, say, before anyone else does. Your idea of fun is to get a group of people together and try a new exotic restaurant—a Moroccan feast or an Indonesian barbecue, for instance. This combines your love of people with the unusual.

First and second paragraph is dead on...I like odd colours! And i'm planning to buy a pc that is sleek pure white or black or other striking colours. Haha~~ but the second part is totally off!! i love food!! all kinds of foods!!!

(Isabella: Astrology & Palmistry)
http://www.astrology-love-horoscope.com/2007-horoscope/

Acupuncture torture!

WARNING!!!!
Before reading this post make sure your tummy is empty because the pictures I'm about to post may be gross to some...

Last year January,i had a car accident. Remember my arm in sling when I first traveled to UK to further my studies?
Well my arm didn't fully healed. Occasionally when it rains, my shoulder and collar bone aches. Like 'fung sap'. I can't sleep on my left, can't carry anything heavy. So i went for acupuncture last week.


I have never done acupuncture before so, the first time i step into the shop i had quite a shock. The smell of Chinese medicine herbs makes me dizzy. The scary part was i saw a rat in a big jar on the shelf. Then snake, then some odd looking golf ball shape eggs. It felt like a voodoo shop more than a Chinese medical shop.

Thank god the doctor wasn't scary,he was grandpa looking and was quite funny! After checking my arm and shoulder, he transfer me to another doctor and i was quite relieved to see the modern part of Chinese medical. I saw a box of unused needles and bottle of used needle. Phew..no need to worry about AIDS and HIV those kinda things.They threw away the needle after use and is not like in TV where they reused the needle and only sterilize it by burning.

The doctor did a suction cup thingy to remove 'wind' in my shoulder. After he ask me to wait for a while. He need to sterilize his hands.

That's me, worried before the doctor pokes me with needles.


That's how my shoulder looks like after the doctor done.


It didn't hurt that much..


Is the 20 mins wait with the needles all over u and i can't move much!!!


After acupuncture, the doctor massage and pull my arms in odd ways. Then he did this neck twisting thingy like how u watch in TV where they twist ppl necks to kill them. My neck just make cracking sound!!! Then he slap 2 pieces of medicine patches on me and ask me to come back the next day.
Apparently i had blood clogs and i had to go back for another 4 treatment. Oh..well...

That's how my shoulder look like after i remove the medicine patch with the suction cup marks.




Last treatment! Finally~

My shoulder looks like pin cushion...


Reminds me of doctor Frankenstein!


And oddly i had a different needle this time and this needles hurts more than all the others put together!!! i can't even move my finger!! Ouch!!!


Every single time after the treatment, i can't move my arm much. It felt so dejavu because is the same helpless feeling i got when my arm was in sling. Past week was a torture. And even though i had my 5 treatments, i have to go back and check up in 2 weeks time. I'm dreading it...

p.s: this is the reason i haven't been blogging... i can't type with one hand!

Sunday, June 03, 2007

funny...

i haven't been online for ages...too busy working and socialising... =P

I was at loft yesterday, didn't really wanted to go out this weekend because i'm not feeling too well,but it was a friend "j" who just lauched his CD and came back from his concert who asked. So don't have much of choice coz if i don't hang out with him yesterday, he probably wouldn't be free for ages.

So me and Cath drove down to KL, got stuck in the jam for an hour. She was getting prissy and wanted to go home. Luckily i remembered a shortcut, and we reach loft just before she goes nuts!! ahaha~~

I been to loft before but yesterday was really different, damn a lot of lengchai!! is like most of the good looking guys decided to club at loft yesterday. Cath and i probably lost count of how many cute guys were there.

Here comes the funny part,
There's a really cute guy keep trying to catch eye with me. I just stare back back and look away. After a while, i was just sitting and chatting with Cath and "j" that guy walk over. i look and him and turn my attention back to Cath and "j". All the sudden that cute guy call out 'JESSICA'. I turn and look at him then he said 'i thought it was u and i'm right!' I was like 'HUH???,do i know u?? u look familiar but i just can't remember who u are'. His friends 'wuuuuu' and he just laugh and said 'i know u and remember your name. How can u forget mine?' i ask for clues but he wouldn't give any. There's no way i know a cute guy and forget his name well at least i should remember how i know him!!!! i keep bugging for his name BUT!!!!

he STILL refuses to tell me his name and how he know me. Instead he introduce his brother, which is also another funny story, his brother to me his name, i went 'huh?' then he said 'teddy bears, teddy!' i was like OOOOOoooooooooooo....

Till now i still haven't figure out what's the cute guy's name and how he know me!!!! I just know he looks familiar but i can't remember where have i seen him!!! Is been bugging me for the whole damn day!!!!!

Cath and 'j' keep laughing at me and ask did i get any hp number. Ish.. how can i ask for a guy who know my name yet i don't remember his for his hp no.? That would just be so damn weird. And when Cath say his brother(teddy bear) look like Jap rock stars, i ask her to get his number instead! =P

Argh!!! i still can't remember what that cute guy's name!!!!!

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

A present

Many people will walk in and out of your life.
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.



Friends


Anger is only one letter short of danger
If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.




He, who loses money, loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.

Learn from the mistakes of others
You can't live long enough to make them all
yourself.

Friends, you and me...
You brought another friend...
And then there were 3...
We started our group...
Our circle of friends...
And like that circle...
There is no beginning or end...

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

sienzzzzz.....

Have you ever feel that u wish that there is something more exciting about your life?? Something different, small even. I'm going through that phrase right now. I can't believe working for over a month now can totally bored myself out! everyday is so fixed and a total routine! I feel so fixed or maybe stiff suit better?

I'm just going in a circle... Round and round.. Wake up, go to work, go home, shower, eat. That's all.. Occasionally yam cha with my friends. But that's about it. Boring right? The only consolation prize i get is when i have field work. Getting out of the office, stretch my legs a little.

Speaking of field work... Something happened on Monday, i was out with Ken my colleague to buy some boards. When i tried to turn into the street next to Sunway Pyramid,the traffic was slow. The car in front of me let go its brake and i thought can move BUT!!!!!I bang into the car in front and luckily no damage was done. Ken say is not banging... is more like kissing! Muaks... Apparently my car love the car in front and kiss its butt!! Hahaha!!! The lady was nice and just wave at Ken's stupid joke. Phew...I thought i was gonna have a heart attack! My car didn't even have a single scratch from the "KISSING". Yet the impact was kinda strong... Thanking my lucky stars!!!

Then after getting the boards, we were laughing hysterically because the boards cannot fit into my car... if only my car was 2 inch wider! Hahaha... We end up cutting the boards into two...LOL

Very ironical day, yet it add some colour to my dull day.

During this time, it really make me appreciate my ever exciting days in UK. Especially with Joey, Wendy and my die hard buddies in UK. Opps not forgetting my dear bf.

I miss you guys so much. You are the colours of my life. No wonder my life is dull though there's occasional colours yet i'm greedy! I want more! Hahaha~!

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

i got SAMAN!!!

I can't believe my luck today~!! I've been working at ss 15 for a month now... Everyday after parking my car i would pay for car park at the machine. Unfortunately today i didn't have enough coins. The time was 8.40am. So i went up to the office first to change some with my colleagues. By the time i had enough coins (needed 4 bucks of coins!!) and went to my car, i already got a ticket! Bloody hell!! The ticket was issued at 8.44am.

They usually give 5 mins of leniency, so i ran to the machine and the time on the bloody machine is 8.50am!!!!!! Argh!!! one min late! Damn piss off!!! Can't believe it!! of all the days, today i don't have enough coins and the MPSJ decided to come around to check early. They usually check my parking area at 9.30 am.

Just my luck...

Friday, May 04, 2007

So busy!

No, no one kill or kidnap me.. Don't worry... Hahaha~!

I started working some three weeks ago and my schedule had been so hectic. On weekdays i'll go to work, come back, shower, dinner and straight to bed. And my weekends was spend catching up with my long lost friends. And i put on weight~!!!! haha! Got tummy already..hehe~

Whatever i see, i wanna eat! being away from msia for a year and i miss so many kind of food! giving u an idea how much i could stuff into my tummy these, i ate loh see fun at 4pm.Then william's corner at 7pm, i ate triple 'H' and nasi lemak! Crazy? well i think i freak my friends out! haha~

I got a phone interview later, so nervous! It's for a job in inverness. If everything goes well, i might be back in UK by the end of this month. The pay would be 10 times of what i got now. Wish me luck~!!

Sunday, April 15, 2007

I'm piss off!

Damn it!!
One of the reasons i hate coming back to msia is being treated like a kid. Expected to do that and this. Which i hate..If i don't do as I'm told i get threaten...BY MY PARENTS

I'm fed up.. Really damn it! I'm not allowed to do what i want even small thing like watching TV. How long i wanna watch TV my mum also have to control. What time i should wake up as well. Today's the worst.. She ask me to chat up with the maid. Right.. i did.. She say is not enough.. OK.. Fine! I'll do it later...Then she start throwing threats at me..

"GO TALK TO HER NOW OR NO NEW LAPTOP FOR U"
"WALK TO WORK IF U DON'T GO NOW"

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH....She is driving me mad... I already talk to the maid as she wanted but no is not enough.. the maid is lonely, pity her blah blah...YES i know.. And i did talk to her.. but is like cat and dog talking.. The maid is Cambodian.. Her english is so basic that i struggle to talk to her...And most of her replies is yes mam, yes mam and yes mam...Not much of conversation is there?

Then my mum keep screaming at the top of her saying i'm stupid, she didn't hire the maid for me to use...blah blah... GOD... If i'm that stupid, fine go talk to the maid yourself. I didn't bloody use the maid.. i made my own bed, wash my own dishes! She is driving me crazy!!!

I can't believe i only been home for less than 2 weeks, i already felt like going to back to UK. Where i can clean the house my way, put my things where i like, wear the clothes i prefer, wake up whatever time i want!!!

I'm NOT A CHILD FOR HEAVEN SAKE~!!!!!!!

no inspiration...

I'm so bloody bored. I'm home for more than a week. i only went out once.(with friends though,mum not counted) Can u believe that? I didn't even go out shopping!! That's so not me! OMG..

Worse of all, i have nothing to blog about...NADAH~!!

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

我的朋友 My Friends Kawanku



I'm a Hainanese btw, LOL!! I totally agree with this song~!!

Sunday, April 08, 2007

hmmm?

My previous post had gotten a few good arguments comments. So is better for me to write another post because this is gonna be very very long.

Nicko's view of guys ego is rather interesting. I never really thought guys thinks or behave different from the topic of ego and a thin line of responsibilities. Though
I don't quite get the part that a guy needs to feel smarter than his girl in order to protect her. Protecting your loves ones has nothing to do with intelligence. If is insecurities, he should talk about it with his girl. But what causes the insecurities? Sometimes there are just so many factors that could be involve but how do u know which is wrong which right? Do u think that being smarter can protect your girl? I think she need love more than wisdom. Have u ever heard than a woman always love the man more than he love her? I think that phrase is quite true. I know many girls who are willing to do anything for her man because she love him. When it come the other way round, it could be quite different. Why can't man love woman like the way a woman loves a man? Why must logic and other factors be include in their equation of love?

Responsibility, how do u categories it? In what should a man be responsible to his girl? heard of guys who control their girl too much, and also girl who complain that their guy don't care enough? Every man set a different limit or should i say extend of what should he do for his girl. Same goes for every girl who need different levels of attention. This simple form of care and attention cause many couple to have argument or even break up. Solution to this, communication. Just bloody ask each other what is too much and what is too little. As simple as that. I know i know. Easier said than done. Maybe sometimes the problem is you don't listen when your other side is talking. U think u know what's the best for her or him. I'm being very general here. Girls and guys same thing.

Why there should be a dominant gender? Isn't this the 21st century? I'm not being biased or promoting girl power or that sort. One of the anonymous comment was is nice to rely on guys. Yes i admit it is. But do the guys have to go on and on about no matter how smart or capable a girl is she need someone to rely on? It is really normal to rely on someone sometimes. Even guys do that without realising it. If u never thought that how nice would it be if someone could do something for u, than u must be lying to yourself. Every single human being rely on each other no matter the gender.

Men are from Mars and Women are Venus. Are we really that different from each other? aren't we the same species just different gender. Yes girls complain alot. We let it all out. But Do guys listen to our ranting? If u really did, is not so hard to understand us. We might blabber a lot of rubbish but read in between the line would ya? We hid meaning in those words. We find that way easier to get the message across without hurting the guy's ego. Tell me if this is wrong or right because I know most guys keep all inside them. So how do u expect us to understand your action? Girls are not mind reader,just u know...I know guys aren't as well..

So how do we solve the problem eh?

Saturday, March 24, 2007

clever or dumb gf?

I was just talking to my bf the other days about how guys would like their gf to be. Alot of guys like pretty yet not so smart looking gf next to them. Guys always need the boast of ego so that they feel confidence to show off their gf. He was talking to his friends and they were talking about girls. One of the comment was would they mind if their gf/wife is a career woman. Then all fingers pointed at my bf. Apparently all of them thinks i'm a smart,career woman type. Luckily my bf is not one of those guys who mind if their gf is smarter than him. Not than i'm smarter than my bf, he's actually quite smart(seriously). It just that i appear looking smarter.

I admit i set high expectation for myself, i doubt i would be content staying at home and be a housewife.. All the education wasted on me. But also i cannot survive with the full time job stress at the same time. I'm kinda in a position which i'm doubtful of what i wanna do but that not an issue now.

I get really piss when a guy say he prefer a gf is not smarter than his or as long as she knows her place and appear to be dumb. Arghhh!!! Girls and guys has the same size of brain. Is not that some girl are smart some are dumb. The matter is whether how u use or not use your brain at all. I know all these scientist who discover that or this are MEN but it was because of the culture back then. Women are not allowed to be educated. BLurrr!!!

EGO!

I can't stand a girl who also pretend to be dumb so her bf would keep her. I mean what's the point? He should love a girl as who she is and not what she pretend to be.

Hopeless!


So go bloody find someone who will appreciate u as who u are, smart or dumb whatever it is. And as for guys... If u can't have your gf smarter than u then make yourself smarter instead of complaining that your gf is smarter than as if it is a weakness or bad point! Is not her problem, is your problem~!

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

long overdue post!

Chinese new Year!!

I know is long over, i should have blog about it ages ago...But as usual, i got lazy! =P

First Day of Chinese New Year!
We dine at Sam's~! I know.. why eat at the place i work at.. but Sam's serve the best chinese food in Aberdeen and its CNY
of coz must eat very good chinse food! So me, wendy, Maxine,


Jaya, Da Juinn, Chen soon(Uncle),


Joni,


Viknesh,


Suresh and Chong(Dun have their pic) went makan makan! hehe!

Fourth Day of CNY!
Makan makan again! This time at my house. Steamboat! Yay! Potluck style, thank you everyone for bringing so much food and Viknesh's curry is yummy!!

Welcome welcome! outside very cold o~!


HUh? i'm cooking la..don't want to take pic!


Taking a break and pose for pic with Tik Kai..My apron make me look like housewife~! LOL


Pic everyone! no one pose...everyone too busy eating!


hmmm...try again.. haih...still no one..sad la..


Eileen can't wait to eat... Food not yet cook la!


What u do to Jason,JO???


My two best buddies~!!