Thursday, August 24, 2006

my little lily~~

i'm down at london now...hanging out with my friends...doing nothing really...haven't done any sight seeing...shall do that tomorrow if i can... my sleeping time is so fucking mess up...so much for staying up all night before taking my train down...MAinly because i'm afraid i'll miss the train ride at 6am... and i didn't go to bed till the next day 2am.. so now i'm sleeping during the day and waking up in the evening...

anyway... i was at hull meeting up with my stepfather and his family.. It was William's birthday..here's some pictures...


Little Lily and Agnes...Aren't they so cute??Little gems~


Anyway... i miss my plants....So worried that beng wouldn't be taking care of them...
hope my lilies are still this when i get home~~

Sunday, August 20, 2006

"What Does Love Mean?"

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of four through eight year olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

"Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way."

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love."

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth."

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of theirs."

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don’t yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings."

"Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired."

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

"Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."

"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you’re scared they won’t love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more."

"There are two kinds of love: Our love and God’s love. But God makes both kinds of them."

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore."

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."

"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken."

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."

"I let my big sister pick on me because my Mom says she only picks on me because she loves me. So I pick on my baby sister because I love her."

"Love cards like Valentine’s cards say stuff on them that we’d like to say ourselves, but we wouldn’t be caught dead saying."

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you"

"You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."

"God could have said magic words to make the nails fall off the cross, but He didn’t. That’s love."

Saturday, August 19, 2006

help me please~

Please nominated my blog for me ya! Thank you~

Soul searching~

I have decided to take a break and do some soul searching... Been lost for the past few months. Angry at all sort of things.. Doing crazy stuffs, getting myself into trouble and depressed...How crazy past few months have been..I can hardly believe it happened...

Been feeling lonely lately... Joey can't talk much coz she got a surgery.. So far she is the only person that can really understand what I am going through. Unable to talk to her sort of make me...Well...Blind. Not exactly blind just no one to turn to.. Especially after that incident.. Definitely leave a scar in me..

Also I realized, I need to rely on myself instead of others. Been spoiled in the past few years.. Have to find that tough girl back. So long ago it seem till I forgotten how to be one. LOL..All the sudden I miss being my old self. How I manage to live at that time always amazed myself. Leaving home and hard really hard time and somehow I manage to get through to it. Lessons of life are always so unpredictable!

So took 10 days break from work...Going traveling.. See my step father and grandfather at hull. Then going to London.. Hope to find my soul on the trip...Wish me lotsa luck!!

Friday, August 18, 2006

random opinion

nacho libre sux! stupid movie! wasted my money! damn piss!! the guy is a bloody joke himself telling not funny jokes....ish...argh!!!

Thursday, August 10, 2006

dreaming....

Do u have a dream when u were young?

I used to dream a lot when I was I a small girl. How will I be when I grow up? I used to dream that I will be a princess living in a huge castle with lotsa servants to attend to me. A big big garden with my favourite flowers planted in nice traditional English gardens. And I will spend hours and hours in the garden, drinking tea and enjoy the smell of lavender.

I will be wearing big and nice gowns.You know those gowns that is big and fluffy! LOL! And always have a feast on the table. Filled with my favourite food such as sashimi, ramen, lotsa cheese topping of pizza and of course a giant turkey in the middle!

When u are dreaming to be a princess there is always a Prince Charming. The usual tall,dark and handsome. He will sweep me off my feet with his charm and gentle manners. Haha….

Come to think of it, I probably read too much fairytales. Life is never that perfect and always end with happy ending.

So when I got slightly older, my dreams become more practical and not so far fetched though still far from what I’m doing now.

So now is TV influence, I dream of becoming a famous person. Not sure it was singer or actress but just someone famous. There was a period of time I really wanted to be a famous astronaut! I got so serious about it that I ask my dad what should I study after high school and stuff! Lol luckily that never happened to be long! Probably I should be a really smart ass to do that. And also physically fit which I’m definitely NOT!!

As for now I just have a simple normal dream to achieve. To finish my studies, get a job and hopefully everyday of my life would be like this>>>>


Still a bit far fetched don't u think?

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

last week's achivement!

I have no idea what wrong with blogger or my connection last week but i couldn't log in to blog at all~! So piss!! Anyway here's the update....

23th july
Had steamboat at my boss's house! Lotsa food~! The whole table was packed!!!



Look at Han Jian and Ah Beng's face! They can't wait to eat!!!



29th july
We were at my boss's house again to have lunch and after lunch we went to pick strawberries!!!Yum Yum!
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30th july
Baked TWO raspberry and strawberry sponge cake~!It yummy~!!!
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31th july
The strawberries we pick was going bad and there's too much to finish so i made them into jam!
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And bake some chocolate chip cookies!
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5th August
Tartan day in aberdeen! Lotsa men in kilts playing bagpipes! they close the main street for this parade!
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today~!
i went to the strawberries farm again! can't stay away! with the summer nearly gone i'll have to wait till next year to pick my own strawberries!
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