Sunday, June 24, 2007

have u ever....

Have u ever dance till u dropped?

I had..plenty of times during my cheerleading years. Yesterday i really dance till i dropped literally. I had not have so much fun for ages. Yesterday was like the first time i club without worries and just have pure fun. Can never do that in KL because i always have to watch out for others and drive after.

Yesterday was different, it was Cath's graduation after party. And i practically only know 2 person. Cath and Ai Lee. Others were their course mates. They really know how to have fun~!! I practically dance the whole time at the club! The only time i not dancing was after my legs go weak and i just dropped on the floor. Luckily someone caught me and put me on a stool. LOL!! and i was back on the podium within 5 mins.

The club was fantastic. All hits songs one after another and u just wanna keeps dancing!! It's been a long time since i last truly enjoyed dancing. Dancing was my passion, and after yesterday, i felt it still is. Somehow i felt somewhat different, physically my legs muscles are aching, mentally i feel alive. Strange right?

Somehow i wish those good old dancing days can come back....

Saturday, June 16, 2007

is this me?

Aquarius : Origin - Representation
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

Boy, is this one confusing. You'd think a sign with the word aqua in it would be a water sign. Nope. Or that its planetary ruler is, say, Neptune. Wrong again. Aquarius is an air sign, yet water plays a significant part in it. It's even symbolized by a young boy pouring water on the earth. Even that part is odd, considering that the later signs are thought to represent the later stages in life, with such virtues as wisdom, peacefulness, and humanity. So why a young boy?

Well, in Greek mythology this young boy was Ganymede, a mortal so handsome he was chosen by the gods to be their cup-bearer, and so ascended to the heavens. He represents the sheer physical beauty of Aquarians-Librans are attractive, but Aquarians are stunning.

As for the water confusion, the most logical explanation is that during this mid-winter time of year, the northern hemisphere actually thaws from its snows. The sign's symbol, which shows two squiggly parallel lines, serves two purposes: its waves indicate the importance of water to the sign, but also wisdom. They were originally drawn as two serpents, one good and one evil; natives of this sign are therefore believed to know the difference well.

Aquarius' planetary ruler is actually a combination of Saturn and Uranus. The two together form a curious duality: Saturn's influence can be seen in an Aquarian's cool level-headedness, while Uranus' pull is in the need to be unique, modern, and unconventional.

hmmm...i'm stunning! haha~, don't think i'm cool level-headed more likely is hot headed!! =P


Aquarius 2007 Horoscope
Aquarius 2007 - Astrology Forecast

This year is favourable for Aquarians as they could reorganise their love life, structure their emotional and professional partnerships on stronger, more authentic grounds. 2006 has shown them what was wrong, but confused them without offering clear solutions. This year you find solutions, mediations and compensations, but only after many analysis processes for which a series of measures must be taken. These measures must be mostly based on arguments rather than on feelings.

Concerning your job, you will be appreciated for all your hard work and commitment. However, your earnings will continue to be stable, there will be no sign of growth whatsoever. Also, changes are to be avoided as you tend to take impulsive decisions that may not be as beneficial as you expect, thus creating some problems at your workplace.

I had to admit 2006 isn't the best year of my love life. This year (hopefully) is much better compare to last year. And as for work, the forecast is right on target! There's no way i'll get a pay raise fr ArchiCentre.

Aquarius: Love and Relationships
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

As mentioned earlier, your greatest obstacle is your fear of rejection-you'd rather write down your feelings than express them face to face. Remember, though, Cyra.no de Bergerac was a tragedy, and unless you can overcome this fear, so too will your love life be sad. Even when you do succeed in finding the right mate, you must verbalize your feelings more often. You feel your love, but you express it in other ways, such as buying gifts. Without those key words, however, your efforts are lost.

The good news is that finding your mate is easier when you know who to look for, and in your case that would be Gemini or Libra. The former loves variety and unpredictability as much as you do, and can understand your conflicting character. The latter will be just as physically attracted to you as you are to him or her, since you're both blessed with great beauty and a love of it, and this will be harmonious as long as the Libran accepts your irregular need to be alone. Secondarily, you also get along well with Leo (there is mutual respect here) and Sagittarius (you'll bond by discussing the finer points of life and the world's problems, long into the night, time after time).

It's best to avoid partnerships with Taurus (who cannot tolerate your unpredictability), Cancer (too homebound and stable for your complex fancies), and Virgo (you cannot tolerate their need for order).


Hmmm...my bf would be happy with first part of this phrase 'The latter will be just as physically attracted to you as you are to him or her, since you're both blessed with great beauty and a love of it, and this will be harmonious as long as the Libran accepts your irregular need to be alone.' but i'm sure he's ok with the second part..hahaha~

Aquarius: Financial Profile - Occupations
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

You are blessed with a logical, scientific mind, and this alone suits you to innumerable careers in the high-tech industries. If every computer company declared that each employee could get their birthday off, they would literally lose half their staff in February. Since these jobs are generally secure and pay well, and since you love this kind of logic-based work, you'll enjoy success on all levels here.

Your other great talent is for social work. A great many activists, teachers, and politicians are Aquarians, and although these positions may not pay as well as the technical jobs, to an idealist like you they are perhaps the most satisfying pursuit you could choose in life. You want to make a difference in the world, not get rich. In fact, no one irks you more than the person who simply chooses a career for the money.

What you're not great at is anything that is vague or negotiable, such as sales or dealmaking. You need the solidity of machines and logic, or the nobility of truth and mankind's welfare, to satisfy you.

As mentioned earlier, many of the world's great writers are Aquarians, because they understood that they could show their true feelings on paper much more easily than in person. This list includes Charles Dickens (also a great social humanitarian), Somerset Maugham, Francis Bacon, Charles Darwin, Lewis Carroll, Sinclair Lewis, James Joyce, Tennessee Ernie Ford, science fiction master Jules Verne, and the poets Robert Burns and Lord Byron.

Am i in the wrong line then??

Aquarius: Positive Qualities
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

You are the world's humanitiarians. You love people passionately, in large numbers. For this reason, you're always involved in areas where you can make a difference for the betterment of humankind. Local politics, especially, is where you feel you can make the most difference, and where you feel the problems are most real.

When you're not acting for social change, you're often discussing it. As an air sign, you are a person of great ideas, an idealist and a bit of a dreamer, and you love to engage people in your vision of an ideal society. As a thinker, you're quite logical, so your arguments are always compelling and believable. Combined with your humanitarian zeal, this makes you a popular choice for political or social leadership.

And once you decide what's right, you stick to it. You hate compromise. Unlike Sagittarians, however, whose pride will not allow them to give in to a more logical argument, you will admit you're wrong if someone else's argument is stronger. But you'll immediately turn it around and adopt it as part of your own agenda.

As a sign of the people, you refuse to be placed on a higher level than your friends, even though you may deserve it. You distrust and dislike hierarchies-you're a true democrat-so inequities of class and race fuel your ardor all the more.

Despite your social passions, you're actually very solitary and independent more than people realize. (Another aspect of the two serpents in your sign, which represent good and evil, is a coexistence of other opposities: sociability and aloofness, selflessness and independence, politeness and rudeness. Some astrologers even believe the sign itself is comprised of complete opposites: those people who are the best in the world, and those who are the worst.) In any case, you've learned several tricks to maintain your independence when you need to: you let the answering machine pick up the phone at home, or you're conveniently absent or late for appointments. Essentially, you make a point to interact with people when you choose to, not vice-versa. This is not a negative trait, if s just you being true to yourself first and foremost.

I'm pretty sure most of above is kinda right. What do u guys think eh??

Aquarius: Trouble Areas
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

The later zodiac signs are considered emotionally unstable, progressively more so in the sequence. You are known for being very touchy, especially when criticized. You have a thin skin- you're extremely sensitive to comments from people, and easily hurt.

You're also known for your fear of rejection. Quite often, you find it easier to explain yourself-or even ask for a date-on paper, where you can pour out your soul freely, and not be present for the potentially negative blow. This trait alone has led many Aquarians to blossom into passionate writers and poets. Much like the often misunderstood Virgo, your true self shines through on paper, revealing a sensitive, passionate soul that surprises those who only know your cool, independent public persona.

All of this emotional sensitivity, though, has its downside. If you can't accept criticism, you can't improve flaws in your character. Similarly, if you can't face rejection, you're not likely to survive and prosper in the real world.

Some of the criticism you've heard is probably oriented toward your curt, sometimes rude social manners. This is not because you mean to be offensive, it's just that you find formalities a bit hypocritical and elitist. You're a person of the people, after all, and you know your own mind, and you speak what's on it. Those little things don't feel right to you, so you ignore them. Of course, the problem is, you (and perhaps Sagittarius) are the only one who does, and this directness is not appreciated by most. No doubt you've experienced a few resulting social episodes by now.

yes...i'm very touchy and also rejection..but who doesn't even a tiny bit?? okok fine.. i'm extremely touchy

Aquarius: Physical Qualities and Activities
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

Aquarians are far and away the most physically attractive sign in the zodiac, especially around the eyes, because the sign rules that area (as well as the lower legs). Just as the boy in the hieroglyph is beautiful because of a few soft feminine features, so too is each Aquarian blessed with androgynous good looks: men will have a feminine feature or two, women a masculine few. Most Aquarians have angular faces, not round, and slight builds. Each step is rather light, and the independent streak shows in how an Aquarian manages to avoid bumping into people.

The list of beautiful female Aquarians, then, is quite long: Jeanne Moreau, Tallulah Bankhead, Mia Farrow, Kim Novak, Vanessa Redgrave, Princess Caroline, Geena Davis, Nastassia Kinski, Katherine Ross, Suzanne Pleshette, Princess Stephanie, Christie Brinkley, Barbara Hershey, Lana Turner, Tina Louise, Jane Seymour, Cybil Shepherd, and Vanna White.

Handsome male Aquarians include Clark Gable, James Dean, Charles Lindbergh, Placido Domingo, Rutger Hauer, Humphrey Bogart, Neil Diamond, Paul Newman, Wayne Gretsky, Mikhail Baryshnikov, Tom Selleck, John Forsythe, Tom Brokaw, Nick Nolte, Robert Wagner, Burt Reynolds, Matt Dillon, and John Travolta.

As an Aquarian, you're not much into sports, although you do enjoy being part of a team. This manifests itself in an interest in being on social committees or in charity groups. You're also interested in scientific pursuits, so you're happy to spend your time building a ham radio, or going to an aeronautics museum, or reading science fiction.

I'm suppose to be hot then eh? how come i don't think i am??

Aquarius: Preferences
Aquarius zodiacal signs explained

You're the sign that likes the odd colors, such as orange or metallic blue or anything provocative or a little unusual. You have the avant-garde instinct—it's the influence of Uranus—so you don't mind if your clothes are considered weird, though most of the time you assert your style and independence subtly, with just an accent here or there to throw people off, or an ordinary suit of an odd color.

Your home is likely to feature modern designs— those metallic glass tables, perhaps, or lots of black-faced compact technology. You prefer the overall space to feel more horizontal than vertical (this fits your hatred of social hierarchies).

As an air sign, like Gemini and Libra, you're not much interested in food. You could easily spend an entire meal talking, then find that you haven't eaten a bite when everyone else is done. But as with your choice of colors, you'll go for the unusual morsel, that strange orangeish vegetable or gourd, say, before anyone else does. Your idea of fun is to get a group of people together and try a new exotic restaurant—a Moroccan feast or an Indonesian barbecue, for instance. This combines your love of people with the unusual.

First and second paragraph is dead on...I like odd colours! And i'm planning to buy a pc that is sleek pure white or black or other striking colours. Haha~~ but the second part is totally off!! i love food!! all kinds of foods!!!

(Isabella: Astrology & Palmistry)
http://www.astrology-love-horoscope.com/2007-horoscope/

Acupuncture torture!

WARNING!!!!
Before reading this post make sure your tummy is empty because the pictures I'm about to post may be gross to some...

Last year January,i had a car accident. Remember my arm in sling when I first traveled to UK to further my studies?
Well my arm didn't fully healed. Occasionally when it rains, my shoulder and collar bone aches. Like 'fung sap'. I can't sleep on my left, can't carry anything heavy. So i went for acupuncture last week.


I have never done acupuncture before so, the first time i step into the shop i had quite a shock. The smell of Chinese medicine herbs makes me dizzy. The scary part was i saw a rat in a big jar on the shelf. Then snake, then some odd looking golf ball shape eggs. It felt like a voodoo shop more than a Chinese medical shop.

Thank god the doctor wasn't scary,he was grandpa looking and was quite funny! After checking my arm and shoulder, he transfer me to another doctor and i was quite relieved to see the modern part of Chinese medical. I saw a box of unused needles and bottle of used needle. Phew..no need to worry about AIDS and HIV those kinda things.They threw away the needle after use and is not like in TV where they reused the needle and only sterilize it by burning.

The doctor did a suction cup thingy to remove 'wind' in my shoulder. After he ask me to wait for a while. He need to sterilize his hands.

That's me, worried before the doctor pokes me with needles.


That's how my shoulder looks like after the doctor done.


It didn't hurt that much..


Is the 20 mins wait with the needles all over u and i can't move much!!!


After acupuncture, the doctor massage and pull my arms in odd ways. Then he did this neck twisting thingy like how u watch in TV where they twist ppl necks to kill them. My neck just make cracking sound!!! Then he slap 2 pieces of medicine patches on me and ask me to come back the next day.
Apparently i had blood clogs and i had to go back for another 4 treatment. Oh..well...

That's how my shoulder look like after i remove the medicine patch with the suction cup marks.




Last treatment! Finally~

My shoulder looks like pin cushion...


Reminds me of doctor Frankenstein!


And oddly i had a different needle this time and this needles hurts more than all the others put together!!! i can't even move my finger!! Ouch!!!


Every single time after the treatment, i can't move my arm much. It felt so dejavu because is the same helpless feeling i got when my arm was in sling. Past week was a torture. And even though i had my 5 treatments, i have to go back and check up in 2 weeks time. I'm dreading it...

p.s: this is the reason i haven't been blogging... i can't type with one hand!

Sunday, June 03, 2007

funny...

i haven't been online for ages...too busy working and socialising... =P

I was at loft yesterday, didn't really wanted to go out this weekend because i'm not feeling too well,but it was a friend "j" who just lauched his CD and came back from his concert who asked. So don't have much of choice coz if i don't hang out with him yesterday, he probably wouldn't be free for ages.

So me and Cath drove down to KL, got stuck in the jam for an hour. She was getting prissy and wanted to go home. Luckily i remembered a shortcut, and we reach loft just before she goes nuts!! ahaha~~

I been to loft before but yesterday was really different, damn a lot of lengchai!! is like most of the good looking guys decided to club at loft yesterday. Cath and i probably lost count of how many cute guys were there.

Here comes the funny part,
There's a really cute guy keep trying to catch eye with me. I just stare back back and look away. After a while, i was just sitting and chatting with Cath and "j" that guy walk over. i look and him and turn my attention back to Cath and "j". All the sudden that cute guy call out 'JESSICA'. I turn and look at him then he said 'i thought it was u and i'm right!' I was like 'HUH???,do i know u?? u look familiar but i just can't remember who u are'. His friends 'wuuuuu' and he just laugh and said 'i know u and remember your name. How can u forget mine?' i ask for clues but he wouldn't give any. There's no way i know a cute guy and forget his name well at least i should remember how i know him!!!! i keep bugging for his name BUT!!!!

he STILL refuses to tell me his name and how he know me. Instead he introduce his brother, which is also another funny story, his brother to me his name, i went 'huh?' then he said 'teddy bears, teddy!' i was like OOOOOoooooooooooo....

Till now i still haven't figure out what's the cute guy's name and how he know me!!!! I just know he looks familiar but i can't remember where have i seen him!!! Is been bugging me for the whole damn day!!!!!

Cath and 'j' keep laughing at me and ask did i get any hp number. Ish.. how can i ask for a guy who know my name yet i don't remember his for his hp no.? That would just be so damn weird. And when Cath say his brother(teddy bear) look like Jap rock stars, i ask her to get his number instead! =P

Argh!!! i still can't remember what that cute guy's name!!!!!