I hate Mondays!!

I don't know if it is pure coincidence that I been sick today and last Monday or I just get sick on Mondays. Maybe there’s some sort of Monday virus that make me sick on Mondays.

Last week I got such a terrible headache that I can't even walk properly. So obviously I skip classes that day. Meaning I miss building technology tutorial last week. Today I woke up with a cold! I still manage to get to class but again I miss the tutorial because my head was spinning so badly I feel asleep on the table. By the time I woke up, I already miss my turn to speak to the lecturer. ARGH!!!

Hell to building tech!! I can't believe I miss 2 tutorials! Why do I have to be sick only on Mondays? I hate being sick!! I can't get any work done and is fucking suffering to have a cold!! Just now I was cutting mushrooms for lunch and I sneeze and cut my fingers with the knife!! Bloody hell!! Now not only I've to be sick, I also injured myself!

I hate getting a cold, I hate being sick, I hate being sick on Mondays!! , I hate building tech’s assignment, I hate the bus because it makes me sick!! I just hate MONDAYS!!!!

i'm so piss off!!

i been trying to get the LG u880 pink hp for ages! And so happened yesterday i finally got all the stuff i needed to apply for a line contract! Yeah! nice right the phone!!!

i went to Phone4u and everything went smoothly,becoz i got lotsa money in my account they let me off without paying deposit, i signed the contract, they got me the line and let me check the phone. Then the nightmare begins, they say the line company does not accept SOLO card!!and my name difference from the passport and the card!! wat the fuck!!! u saw my bank statement got how much money or not??? excuse me?!!?i didn't change my name, is u all who are too stupid to be flexible and don't respect other people's culture and we must follow the way u write ur name!!! Why can't u go figure out how our names works? We know how your name works.We put family name 1st then only our name so simple also cannot ar??? The sales assistant sound so surpise when i told her that how my name works and is only when i come here they swap my name to Jing S Wang instead of Wang Jing Sze.
i'm so so so bloody piss!!!!

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Finally someone decided to read my blog, after all these years of being together u never bother to read it so why read it now?
I can't believe his nerves!! read this message he send me>>

"hey, i have been calling u n sms u for tat week jz
bcause i would like to clarify our relationship, i
understand our situation, but i would like the words
come out from your mouth not jz text in msn or some
text typing mail/ aint instant feedback or real.. its that
that i really annoy you? from the blog,u makes me like
i m really... then i already let go ma!! never call u also.
haih.. pls modified the your blog!!"

Modified my blog?!! how dare u ask that from me? did i complain about your calls? i complained about u making a fuss when i can't answer your call! your really what?? Because u are too much!! i seriously can't believe u ask me to modified my blog entries! Don't u have any respect for me? Maybe not because when we were in a relationship i always do things to please u even i dun like it! U know why i did it? Because in a relationship u are suppose to be tolerent, understanding. U never never change ur ways,don't u? Is forever other peoples fault!
I WILL NEVER MODIFIED MY BLOG ENTRIES FOR ANYONE!!!

new life, new beginnings

It took me some time to write this post. Firstly i dunno how to write about it and secondly i dun feel like writing bout it. Now the air is clearer so i guess i should write something about it.

Well here comes the news,i broke up with Kelvin on Valentine's Day. Surpise?? i was too, though i was the one who wanted it. It just came to me on Valentine's Day. We had a few big arguments before i come to Aberdeen. And every single time we got back together because he beg me to. Since we been together for so long(about 2 and half years)i never realised i have stop loving him after those arguments.He's been a fixture in my life and is diffcult to different love and daily routine.

By coming here, a different environment and different routine i started to realise that i do not love him anymore. At first i thought was because he's not around me that i feel different. But i realise i was more relax and no longer stressful about pleasing him.The reality hit me that he's not the one for me or else why would i feel so.

At first he was cool and understanding about it,but i guess the news is sinking into him now.He's being a bit paranoid to me now because i promise we will keep in touch like friends. So when he call and i don't answer,he will send sensitive sms over. I didn't avoid him on purpose it just that the time difference when he call i'm still at uni. He knows it well because before we broke up i already explain it to him.He doesn't seems to understand and thinks i'm avoiding him. It is rather getting to my nerves. I know i sound selfish but seriously no point in enlongering the pain of breaking up.

Even i was the one who wanted it, it wasn't easy for me to tell him and face the truth and having to do it over and over again..is eating away my patience and i'm afraid things will turn ugly because of it.I'm tired....

bad luck continues...

This weekend is just plain horrible to me!! First bad thing that happened to me...i was going to catch a bus to go Asda to buy some groceries.So i went to the bus stop,as i was checking the schedule the bus went pass the stop! Fuck!! The next bus is going to be another half hour! Fine, i walk to Morrison instead.In case i miss the bus home i checked the schedule at the Morrison bus stop. Got my stuff, came out of the shop.. the bloody bus went pass me again!! The bus was 5 mins earlier!!! Argh!!! Walk home with the heavy groceries, came back with worse aching arms!

Rest at home the rest of the day.I was suppose to go to the city with my flatmate to reconfirm my job application but was too tired to do so.Haih... Next weekend then..
Then my mom called my on my msia's hp.Talk halfway the line was cut! Fuck i ran out credit! Fine..i went down stairs to call her back. The phone was sot sot! Argh!! Walk to another pay phone.Talking to her nicely my phone card credit out again!! Blah!! Came back took out my credit card, wanna buy skype credit. After finally fill in all the form, they tell me something wrong with my credit card. Cannot go through or something!! And i didn't over limit also, how come cannot go through??!!! Wanna talk to my mom also so diffcult!! The rest of the day went pass peacefully mainly because i was sleeping! Thank god!

Had dinner at wendy's, after that i thought of having the remaining soup so i heat it up. Argh!!! i totally forget about it and burned my soup!! Now my whole flat is smokey and smelly!! Blah!! The smell is coming into my room so i open my window to let in some fresh air. I don't get it!! How can i broke my nail opening the window??? Now my finger nails look weird!! All nice and lovely except 1!!!!!! Argh!! Now have to cut all my nails short short!!

Issit bad luck or me being plain careless?? Is there any remedial for bad luck?? If u do, i need it badly!!

what a day!

Is there a problem with me and 11th February??? Seriously my day is entirely fill with misfortunes and accidents! Did i get off the wrong side of the bed today? Probably i did because i fell off my bed and knock my right arm! The day continue with my gym induction and on my way out, someone open their locker door and knock into my left arm!! Fuck my shoulder just healed and now is aching worse then ever!!

Fine! Reach home, took my lunch and went out to meet up with my housemates. On the bus, some guy was carrying his dog in his arm and the dog's tail brush my shoulder and i started sneezing! God! Then i was giving my seat to an old lady coz she just go on the bus and i was just off at the next stop. Argh!! She step on my new white converse shoe because the bus brake suddenly!! Blah!! So much for being nice...ish!!

Met up with my housemates, I did some shopping while looking for a job with them. As we were about to cross the road, some stupid car drive so fast then brake a few centimeters from us!!! Fuck man i nearly die!! U think that's all happened today? Guess again! On our way back, we cross an empty road, seems like nothing will happened right? Fuck! A car from the roadside did a sudden U-turn and was i ever shocked!!! That bastard drive past us like we weren't there!

Now in front of my laptop my left arm joint and my right arm are aching badly!! Hopefully nothing is going to happened anymore...i still got 5 more hours before 11th February is over.I think i should just stay in my room and do my CVs. Crossing my fingers~!

food!!!

Being in a european country is so hard, especially for a food lover like me! I miss malaysian food so much!! Making my craving worse, I just missed Chinese New Year! I just love all the delicacies for Chinese New Year. The thing i miss the most is roasted suckling pig!! mmm...thinking of it makes me hungry! There also bakwa, abalone, yee shang, my grandauntie's herbal eggs, my auntie Mary's braised pork! Gosh...i feel like crying...*sob *sob

Then there's our race variety food! I miss nasi lemak, rendang, cendol,roti canai, wan tan mee,roast duck, siew yuk,my mom's tom som pla and ginseng soup!!! Although the food here are ok but is nothing compare to home! i forgot to mention i loveeeeee satays!!! They have satay here but is not that nice...not without the peanut sauce. Then i bought some tau pok but the taste is so westernised...

But all is not that bad,the burger king and mcd here are fantastic!! Maybe because I'm eating western food in western country.Probably is...hahaha..
Mostly Aberdeen produced the best fish and chips in whole of Scotland! Lucky me!

Being here is also tiring, coz i have to cook for myself every meal.The food outside is so bloody expensive!!!Imaigine bacon, eggs, toast(basically like american breakfast) is like 3.99pound! That's 28 ringgit! Haih...clams are hard to get by too...though they got really cheap fresh mushrooms compare to back home! stuff like vegetables are about the same price but the meats!! omg!! i thought it would be cheaper here but HELL NO!! Most cost about 3 times of our price! i dun get it! Isn't western food have lotsa meats?? I can hardly afford a slice of fish! Maybe is winter but still!! Is bloody unreasonable!!

Basically i just plain miss Malaysian food!!! =(

Fyvie Castle~!

On the 31st of Jan, which is my second day of university, we had a field trip to Fyvie Castle. That day was very cold, about -3 degree. I was shaking like mad!!

But is all worth it because the castle was magnificient!!! i love it so much.

The castle have the most complete furnishing and interior in whole of Scotland! Too bad no cameras are allowed inside the castle but i took a few photos of the exterior!

The castle was built in 1211 by the King of Scotland as the Keep of his hunting ground! Then after that, there were 5 nobles families stay there and all of them did some alteration to the castle! Part of the castle was gone during war..so is different from the normal square castle shape. It lost 2 walls so is 'L' shaped.