i'm 64% un-malaysian?!!

Congratulations wang jing sze, you are 64% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Guy Sebastian !

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

a story of a girl...

A girl was walking on the street and saw a cute guy on the passing bus. The image of the guy stays on her mind the whole day. On the very same night, the guy added her on friendster. Fate came across her mind. Unfortunately that guy has a girlfriend. She just let the thought pass by. After she's not a boyfriend stealer. She know how painful is it to have your boyfriend stolen from you.

A few months has pass, she is back in her home country which just happened to be his as well. They chatted online quite a few times online like old friends. They even exchange number so that can meet sometimes for coffee or a meal.

A few months later, the guy really did call her out. During the meal she found out he's single again. Unfortunately this time round the girl has a boyfriend. She is confuse about her feeling. Some time later, the guy accidently kiss the girl while comforting her and admitted he likes her too. The kiss confirm the girl's feeling for this guy. She like him more than her boyfriend. She broke up with her boyfriend because is unfair for him and started going out with this guy that make her really happy and secure.She's glad she make the right choice and can't bear being away from her guy. The guy filled her life with beautiful colours and makes her very happy when she's with him.

Though fate have been playing her around in circle, she's glad that fate did it. It make her appreciate the guy more. Though sometimes the guy does something without knowing it would hurt her, she bare its and take the challenge. She hopes to be once more strong as she was before her heart was broken.

That girl is ME.

can't stop thinking about him~

I woke up this morning, feeling all mushy inside. I dreamt of him last night. Not a nice romantic dream though. But it make me realise something. How much i miss him, how much i wanna hold him in my arm and feeling secure when he tells me he loves me. Never really felt this way before. I mean missing someone so much that i just wanna rush over to him and give him a big kiss.

I miss the way he hold me when we are walking,
I miss the way he smell when he hugs me tightly,
I miss him teasing me with jokes and seeing my expression,
I miss the look on his face when he cooks for me,
I miss the worry look he have on his face when i was sick,
I miss the sleepy face of his in the morning and just cuddle me before going back to sleep,
I miss the delighted face of his when he sees me,
I miss him holding me from behind when I'm cooking for him,
I miss the way he kisses me before sleeping,
I miss the cute,freezing look when he just come out of shower,
I basically miss everything about him.

When i was walking back home just now after dinner with Wendy, I keep counting the number of buses I could have take to go to his place. I keep holding myself back,telling myself he needs to focus on his studies. I'll just be a distraction if I'm there. I know if i give him a call and say I'm coming over he would be gladly waiting and run to the door when the bells rings but i can't because i know he need to study.

How i wish i could just look at him when he study silently at his desk,
How i wish i can cook meals for him and call him when the food is ready,
How i wish i could give him a massage when his back ache from sitting down too long,
How i wish i can make him coffee to stay awake to study,
How i wish i can do laundry and clean up his place so he will feel comfortable.

I just wanna be by his side...

Jo's 21st on 22nd NOV

I finally got to blog about Jo's birthday!! I got the pictures today...so here's it!!

The birthday girl with me~!!!


We had a fantastic dining at La Stella. The food was great! Take a look for yourself~!
My starters..Haggis with smoked cod~! Yummy~!


Prawn Cocktail~


Baked salmon with cheese~


This my main course, Angus beef steak with creamy mushroom sauce!


Salmon with sweet potato~!


Roast chicken with mash potato~!


Yummy desserts~!Forget their names...Hahaha~!



The wine is very good too considering the fact is house wine~!


Company..no need to say..very funny group with talks about gay! hahaha~! Ah Soong, Ong Yong, Kia Gee, Caleb, Nicko, Siva with the rose covering his face and Ah Lam!


And also Sam, Tik Kai, Chong and Wendy!


Sasa,Jo and me~!


The four leng luis~!!


My two favourite persons on earth~!!


Jo took this~! Very nice hor?


The cutest ever birthday cake with the prettiest birthday girl! Such a great match, isn't it???

i'm still sick...

This new year flu is bugging me~! I been coughing and sneezing for the past two weeks~!!!I eat my medication until finish already also still sick...Later have to go buy some more...haih...

I'm a baby when I'm sick..I need people to take care of me. Especially those i love being around with...Doesn't help that i can't see my bf for another 2 weeks..i already miss him like crazy for not seeing him for a week..2 more weeks to go..=(. He did take care of me last week but i can't disturb him from his studies...Honours year..cannot fail..

I miss him so much...


Living in the same city but can't see him...agony...

where is the boundary of guy and girl being friends?

Can a guy and girl be really really good friends without any crossing over? I'm bugged!
Fine! Jealous~!

I know that girl has a bf. When got problem with her bf she call my bf. Saying she wants to see him la, miss him la,needs comfort,etc...But of all her friends why my bf?
Friends only i know. But i can't help to dislike her. Maybe because i know my bf like her before and was planning to go after her but i came into picture. My bf say she don't know he like her before but i think she knows.. He treats her so nice.. How can she not know?

I'm just paranoid..maybe.. Please tell me i am. Coz he's a good guy. Good guy are rare these days. I don't wanna lose him...no self confident coz she's prettier and better than me in every aspect...=(

let me get well soon..

i'm still sick.. great! not! I have an exam tomorrow that i'm totally have no confident in passing let alone scoring... i dead. so dead. i'm gonna fail.

Y do i have to be sick! i hate being sick! I don't want to be sick. PLease let me get well by today. At least tomorrow i have a clear head of mind to go for the exam! I know is impossible... Haih...

I'm so depressed...

headache

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Inconsistent blogging..

I'm a terrible blogger.. Really am.. Rarely update my blog and mostly talk about crap. Well maybe the second part don't really count. But still i'm an inconsistent blogger.

Maybe i should add to my new year resolution. Yea...I think I will..

9. Blog more often!

Just went through my archive and realised by this March i would be blogging for 2 years. Well sort of...Hehe~!

I'm still sick. Have no idea how am i going survive my exam tomorrow!!! My exam is TOMORROW~! And i haven't really been studying. Feeling terrible right now..

oh yea...forgot to mention~!

My pics got post online twice~! haha~! Once at Jolie's 21st


and another last saturday when i was out with JoEy~!

2007 New Year Resolution

I never bother to makeany new year resolution.. Mainly because i know i never achieve them.. Stupid me always set a standard too high for myself to reach.. So this year i'll go slow and easy...

1. Try to get a proper job in Aberdeen if possible. Seriously don't want to move to another city..Too much of hassle..

2. Be nice and not grumpy most of the time. ( i will try very very hard not to get angry)

3. Quit swearing~!

4. Be more ladylike. Meaning no more immature or childish attitude. Must be a LADY~!

5. Stay heathly! Go to gym more often~!

6. More hardworking~! cannot be lazy lazy~!

7. Make my relationship with Chris work and last~! COMPROMISE!

8. Never ever run away again! well...from problems i meant...

So far thats all i can think of...brain stop functioning a week ago after i fall sick... Still sick now.. Need to study... Stress...

Tik Kai's b'day~! 12th Dec

I nearly forgot to blog about Tik Kai's b'day~! And Connie's and plus it was my mum b'day on the same day as well~! Phew...12 12...

I know i look terrible..I had no time to change or make-up... Rush home from uni and started cooking and cooking...Hopefully i'm not turning into a Yellow face woman... What a scary thought... My special bak kut teh was the main menu~! Along with yau char kiu~! Feel so satisfied after a hard day cooking and my food taste good~!

Anyway...b'day as usual is face smashing into the cake~! muahahahaha~!


I didn't smash any to your face~! really~!!!


She did it! LOL~!


ok ok la... real b'day cake~! Joey special lemon cheese cake~! Yum Yum~!
Happy Birthday Tik Kai and Connie~!


Last but not least...GROUP PIC!!!

pot luck at Viknesh~! 28th Dec

Well...it was suppose to be a pot luck...Me and wendy got there the earliest...like 8pm... the party suppose to start at 7pm... Most of the people only turn up after 9.30pm.. The beef stew i cooked was the only "pot luck"! LOL...

The party was great! We had poker game and 21. i won lotsa money~!! muahaha~! but only chips la..not real money... =P


See how serious was i? hahaha!~ Like gambling queen~!


See the fireplace~! damn cool~! right?


Pass midnight. The gambling room was change into the dance floor~!Me,peggy and wendy posing others too busy dancing~!


More crazy photos~!




Group pic~!


Thanks for the great fun, Viknesh and Jaya~!

Christmas at Wendy's~

i woke up with a hangover on Christmas Day.Dunno why.. i didn't drink that much the night before... Had a nice shower. DRAG myself to walk in the cold to wendy's... Can't believe there's no bus services... Doesn't help the weather being wet and cold~!

But is all worth it~! I love Christmas~! So much joy and passion~! Not to mention the food was fantastic~! Minus my chicken wings...too spicy...hehe~!

Group pic~! Too bad han jian, beng, soo chin, pak khuen and nicko was at Sam's place..


Taken in the kitchen with Pak Khuen and Chong~!


I love mirror~! Especially huge 1~!=P


We having fun with wendy's i-mac~!


Odd fingers~!


WOO! Curve beer bottle~!


Last but not least...me and wendy~!!!

nth better else to do...

Your True Love Is a Libra

Why you'll love a Libra: Social and charming, a Libra is sure to turn your head in a group setting. Libra has the style and grace to intrigue you... and the passionate soul to reel you in. Why a Libra will love you: You're laid back and patient. Libra doesn't feel rushed to make a decision with you. An appreciator of beauty, you can show Libra all sorts of inspiration - from art to nature.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

What Element Is Your Love?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

You Have Low Self Esteem 28% of the Time

Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail. Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly.

How is Your Self Esteem?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others. Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel. You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations. A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict. You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

christmas eve party at my house~!

Well, we wanted to go clubbing after work actually but by the time we went out at 12 something..All the clubs were close.. So we end up in my house partying till 5am~! haha!! alcohol and cards...I'm the only girl who wasn't drunk.. =P well...all the boys wasn't drunk either... Just soo chin and man man got drunk and was sleeping away on the sofa...LOL...Pak khuen was tipsy though..=P

Sam's crew at my house~


The boys~


The girls~ minus the one who cover his face with the cushion..


Say cheese~!!