depressed

OK, i been depressed for more than 2 days now..

been hypnotising myself to think everything is fine, i'll be alright.

am normal when am with ppl...well sort of..

but when am alone...my mind wanders, thinking of past mistakes, regrets, etc etc

how can this happened to me?

am always a no regret person.

what is wrong with me?

i can't calm down..

just stupid heavy heart feeling and pressure in my stomach..

am i going crazy?

or is it just stress?

what's my purpose in life? this question been popping in my head constantly.

i need a light.