is over...well nearly

After a few days into Christmas holiday i finally have to sit and blog! I been so busy with uni work that it nearly drove me crazy..Luckily, i got over it and now what is left to be done is send out my application letters, manage my portfolio and study for my exams! Omg after listing it out, it seems like i still got so much thing to be done.. Haih.. I need a holiday... A proper holiday without worries.. Maybe i have grown old over the year...As 2006 is coming to its end i just realise how much i have been through this year.. So many new things just waiting for me to discover them.. Somehow i'm worried that i might not be able to cope with it..

This year really tire me out.. Emotionally and physically.. Four boyfriends in a year.. My highest record ever! How i manage it to pull it off, still surprises me.. Compare to my current boyfriend, the last 2 were really crappy..maybe i was just fooling around.. I seems to have turn into someone else this year.. Not good though, luckily that bad habit is out of my life.. Well hopefully, definately don't want to be a girl who 'step two boat with a foot'! That was never me and will never be me.. Maybe i giving myself excuses, but being 21 seriously is very different.

Sort of like , i just entered another phrases of my life and i'm about to step out of it.. I will no longer be 21 soon, 22 is just around the corner.. another phrase i hope.. Maybe is time for me to really settle down,stop doing crazy stuff and be a amture adult. Life is weird isn't it? I'm happy right now and i hope it will always stay that way,hopefully.. Trouble is always looking for me.. I'm tired, need a good rest..