Amor

i stayed away from the computer for a few days because i read something very upsetting on tilia's blog. i even wander myself to write this post...i try to hold it in but i can't hold it in anymore...

i couldn't understand why must there be conflict? y must they doubt each others?i just plainly dun get it!!!

i know very well that tilia did her best to keep the team spirited and together.and i appreciate everything she did for the team...even though sometimes she was harsh but i know she meant well...

as for farid and justin pulling out the team...seriously i can understand that study matters and exams are important...but i can't accept the fact they promise to join the competition knowing very well in stuck right in the middle and quit after we register for the competition.

Second time! is second time we register for a competition and then quit it! wat a joke! come to think of it, the main reason we change the team name from Taurens to Aegles was because the 'bad reputation' Taurens had....now it turns out Aegles are not much of a different...hahaha..wat's the point!!??

but still...the thing that upset me most ain't tilia nor faird's posts....is was cynthia's post....i read her post repeatly to make sure i didn't misunderstand her words...the more i read the more upset is become...how can she humilate the team by saying all those words! she was the first person who gave up on the team! the phrase 'since no one feels it's an honour to be in a team' hurts me the most....she might not know others very well, and maybe others doesn't feel so....but she know me very well...she knows how much i love cheerleading! how could she say i don't feel it's an honour to be on team...i'm very depressed,upset and dissapointted...

thinking of it makes me feel like a thousand needle is poking through my heart...i'm going off...maybe today's cheerleading practise would make me feel better..